Loose threads.
Journal Entry: Sat Jun 30, 2007, 3:07 PM
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I realized a while back that I have a habit of cutting people out of my life. It's not something that I do on consciously, just something that I do. Maybe it's a coping mechanism I developed throughout my life from having too much excess bullshit-I don't know. It had been bothering me lately that it was so easy for me to completely sever ties with people. Especially when some people fought back and tried to hang on. There was a time when I couldn't cut anyone loose and I would hold even those who were detrimental close to my heart because I didn't want to be alone. I thought I didn't deserve better. Now it appears that in the past couple of years I have moved to an entirely different end of the spectrum. Here's the deal: make an impact and I will never let you go.
I realized I'm not doing anything wrong. Just weeding out the unnecessary so that I can pour everything I have into the people who deserve it most.
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p.s. i have no idea how to work deviantart but this is my first comment ever! yeah! haha :]
You're so cute haha.
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